The dream killer.

Dream killer.
I ask myself.

"am i a dream killer???"

i keep thinking deeply throught my rational mind.
and keep thinking, every 2nd,minutes and hour has past away.
and now the answer is.

"Yes i am,i'm so selfish,why i can do everything but i not allowed
anything that she want to do"
i not hypocrite...i just AFRAID..
b'coz of that,i look like hypocrite & it make me look terrible.

rite now after i make decisicion.
i allowed what she want to do & where she want 2 go.
.....NO LIMIT....
i just want her to be herself.
not someone that i wanna her 2 b or someone that i create.
this is relationship.
must have give & take.
i give all my trust in her.
i just hope she not betrayed my trust in herself.
i leave it to fate & mating in my future.
also my effort for the goodness in our relationship.
i so sorry coz behave like dream killer before this.
i not the dream killer.
i just a coward & really afraid of BROKEN HEART.

Day past away

The day has past away.
I keep counting every time i wake up from sleep.
when it gonna b my turn to go home.
I feel really bored right now.
I can't stand anymore 2 see the face people that i care & love.
I stuck in this place that have nothing else to do.

Nothing great about this job.
but i must work to earn something & it can changed my future.
b'coz of that i willing 2 sacrifice everything as long it make my future bright like a sunshine that glow everytime new day arrive.

Holiday at Tekala.

Ni la keadaan aku mse 1st smpai tekala.
aku da lapo sgt..
ape ag,aku terjah la kdai akak ni.
hahaha
kan da kne terjah.
opocot.

memang aku lapo,da xkire tempat da.
aku bedal je,pdahal bru smpai.
hahaha.
tp ade inciden monyet pun join lapo gak time ni
hahaha

nak wat unggun ape.
nak kasi bbq sama itu ayam.
pdn mke ayam 2 plak.
hahaha

bl aku tgk pic ni,
aku rase cdey sgt.
ni la rambut aku pling pnjang sblom naek kpl
bdk dpn aku 2 plak org nak snap pic ble plak muncul
kat dpan aku.
aku snap lubang idung bdk 2 kang tau la.

ni la mmbe aku,
hepi siot dpt bercuti.
mmbe aku yang kat sblah kne hempap air
bkan kat blah awek 2
phm x ni

mcm org giler aku
mmg sakan
da best sgt sape suh.
aku pun xsuh tempat ni best
dier yg nak best sendiri

proses silat simbah air kat monyet tahap 3bar line meksis

ni la tempat yang aku paling suke klau nak santai
best sgt,ilang sume tekanan kota batu
yang bestnye aku dpt g ngan azzah n dpt jmpe mmbe
yg lame sgt xjmpe..smpai dorang da dpt anak bru jmpe

In my place.

pic ape yang korang tengok kat atas ni td 2 la
tempat aku keje..
tempat ni dipanggil engine room.
suhu kat cni,mai oiii
cair la klau aku ni dcipta gune lilin
panas ala2 sauna gitu.
wat keje cket trus berlendir.

ni plak dalam control room.
kat cni ble detect alarm fault mane yang bunyi

ni plak membe aku electrician.
la ni tgh troubleshoot emergency genset.

ni mse aku tgh sounding takuk myk(oil level).
klau aku xpkai pe yg ade kat telinge aku 2
mls nak cite..
mau bernanah lubang pusat dengar bile engine run.

haaa..ni la tempat keje n keje aku sebagai oiler
nmpak senang kan2
nmpak mmg la snang,tapi try la wat
ni la rezeki aku.
ade hepi,ade x,ade best & ade x.
tapi alhamdulillah.
aku pun ske keje ni.