The dream killer.

Dream killer.
I ask myself.

"am i a dream killer???"

i keep thinking deeply throught my rational mind.
and keep thinking, every 2nd,minutes and hour has past away.
and now the answer is.

"Yes i am,i'm so selfish,why i can do everything but i not allowed
anything that she want to do"
i not hypocrite...i just AFRAID..
b'coz of that,i look like hypocrite & it make me look terrible.

rite now after i make decisicion.
i allowed what she want to do & where she want 2 go.
.....NO LIMIT....
i just want her to be herself.
not someone that i wanna her 2 b or someone that i create.
this is relationship.
must have give & take.
i give all my trust in her.
i just hope she not betrayed my trust in herself.
i leave it to fate & mating in my future.
also my effort for the goodness in our relationship.
i so sorry coz behave like dream killer before this.
i not the dream killer.
i just a coward & really afraid of BROKEN HEART.